Bottom Of The Ocean

Its been in the past for a while now,

I have slowly been letting go of the past, I'm excited that summer is officially over
which is weird because not many people look forward to the end of summer and the beginning of fall. I use to be one of those but this year things changed and I'm glad that its all over and done with.

I grew alot this past summer way more than i ever thought i would
my mind and my soul grew
but my heart was in shambles

this summer i learned the true meaning of "LOVE"

I learned that Love is undefinable and that Love cannot and should not define you
I learned that Love is real and it hurts
Love burns
Love makes you do crazy things
Love makes you smile & Love makes you cry
Love is splendid
Love is great
Love sucks
Love ........

i learned alot about LOVE

i was in Love for a long time
i lost that love

and in the process i learned that I LOVE myself

I learned that its better to walk away
I learned that letting go is hard to do
I learned that people will let you down, no matter how much faith and trust you give them
I learned that promises are only meant to be broken

this past summer i realized that I'm strong and I'm not as weak as i perceived myself to be

But yet there are still days where i miss being vulnerable,
i miss the days where i let my guard down
the days when i believed his promises
the days that i smiled


" This is it Let go Breathe
You don't have to love me for me to baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad
Be happy And I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy
Be happy "


I'M HAPPY ARE YOU ???